3 days in and still it's foggy...
What was I looking for?
I need you but can't tell you I do...
What was I looking for?
It is all around me
and yet it is untouchable...
What was I looking for?
In passion I wait, in the old way of this word...
Seeking something, wanting and waiting...
What was I looking for?
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tonight I saw you...
You leave me cold.
I am not sure that was your intentions,
but still.
You sit up there telling me that the time is at last upon us.
The ice forms, and the leaves fall...
You know...
When at last you return,
I am so excited to see you.
It's always such a surprise...
Then you appear earlier
and earlier...
Then it seems I see you everyday.
And by then the excitement is gone...
I know too, that your time with me is planned down to the second...
That you won't over stay.
Yet it always feels like its longer,
every damn time!
But then I won't see you...
Or only catch you at odd times...
Then Orion, you are gone...
And I am warm once more...
I am not sure that was your intentions,
but still.
You sit up there telling me that the time is at last upon us.
The ice forms, and the leaves fall...
You know...
When at last you return,
I am so excited to see you.
It's always such a surprise...
Then you appear earlier
and earlier...
Then it seems I see you everyday.
And by then the excitement is gone...
I know too, that your time with me is planned down to the second...
That you won't over stay.
Yet it always feels like its longer,
every damn time!
But then I won't see you...
Or only catch you at odd times...
Then Orion, you are gone...
And I am warm once more...
So nothing happens
Moving past that...
OK, not really
was thinking about it
but then never really got around
to doing it...
The fact is, I enjoy it...
and hate it...
so nothing happens.
Moving forward is frighting...
Standing still...
just as scary.
So I think about it some more...
OK, not really
was thinking about it
but then never really got around
to doing it...
The fact is, I enjoy it...
and hate it...
so nothing happens.
Moving forward is frighting...
Standing still...
just as scary.
So I think about it some more...
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