So Unknowingly...

It was a moment.

A flash of feeling 

and lighting of my woes...

I 

(almost)

touched the Joy.

Your caring hands and healing voice,

reached past the pain.

Filling me with forgotten hope

and the possibilities.

You may have not 

even noticed.

How your healing touch

saved me.

Simple kind is the heart that 

moves inside you.

Lovingly lovely

is the peace you share,

so unknowingly...

Yet,

still you shared and cared.

And for a moment,

(that I hope, I can stretch forever)

I felt Loved.

Cling To The Echo

It is the not knowing...
   My loneliness and heartache
are pushed aside to make room
for my wondering at the why,
          and the what,
                    and the where.
As I move and breathe, all reminds me of ...
   How quickly I forget!!

Is this broken???

My unknowing moves around,
    full circle becoming all I fear the most!
Hopelessly I cling to the echo of all that is forgettable.
Holding on to that which isn't anything at all.
Craving the wanting but never knowing why.

So as I go forward into the day, the shadow grows.
Filling and
          falling and
                   fighting,
till all that is left is the emptiness of the space
you no longer hold.