So this is pain...
Everyone asked, and I said:
I am fine...
So,
I guess I am not.
I am So Not!
My heart is broken and bruised
in ways I hope no one knows.
Exquisite is the anguish that
flows from wounds
you left me...
Your silence was cutting
and killing.
Giving as I did,
in all and everything that
I had.
You left "us"
as 2
not as one as promised.
I told them
I was fine and good.
Saying I had moved on....
Yet...
Here I sit.
Missing you and
hating you
all the same....
Time heals nothing!
And so I am left with
all that was you.
The You who promised
so much....
The sun rises like nothing
happened.
So
I move on
(once again)
to the now.
Knowing that
all is not fair....