Thursday, June 30, 2016

Here I Sit

So this is pain...
Everyone asked, and I said:
I am fine...
So,
I guess I am not.
I am So Not!
My heart is broken and bruised 
in ways I hope no one knows.
Exquisite is the anguish that
flows from wounds 
you left me...
Your silence was cutting
and killing.
Giving as I did,
in all and everything that 
I had.
You left "us" 
as 2 
not as one as promised.
I told them 
I was fine and good.
Saying I had moved on....
Yet...

Here I sit.
Missing you and
hating you 
all the same....

Time heals nothing!
And so I am left with 
all that was you.
The You who promised 
so much....

The sun rises like nothing
happened.
So
I move on 
(once again)
to the now.

Knowing that 
all is not fair....