On, all the time...

It runs, over and over again.
like a song you can't stand. yet you hear once more.
This spinning wheel on my brain...

It tells me things.
Like....

"You failed, you know..."
"What were you thinking?"
"Well... That was stupid..."

Its on repeat, its on replay.
Hell, its just ON...
All the time.....

The wheel spins so much that at times
it hurts to be.
This clanging in my head.
This kicking of my soul...

Yet, after all this time.
I fear it is the only voice I know...