Did I blink?

It's like waiting for a bus that never comes.
Or maybe more like...
Waiting for food that you have ordered that never shows.
They tell me its coming.
Please be patient.
I know what it is I want.
Been hunting and looking for quite awhile now.
But never finding...
Am I in the wrong place?
Did I blink and miss it?
Are the gifts I bare, just not enough?
Is it me?
So I wait and wait and wait yet again.
In the hopes that maybe
just maybe...
That this next time it will be for me to have.