What to do with Time?

The clock strikes and I find myself panicking again.
Mixed with a need to hurry,
filled with a want to relax...

I am getting older!

Every second of everyday, time moves me closer...
But to what?
As with all things of shadow and light,
I lack a balance to set things right...

I do to much.
I do to little.
I worry, I do to much.
I worry, I do to little...

The teen years are long gone.
(As well my 20's)
The 30's are missing now,
as I run screaming into my 40's...

Forward!
Unable to stop...
(But stopping means you've died, right?)
So given the choice I move on...

I have no fear of the end.
It will come...
I guess the fear is that I failed to make the most.
To do all that I can do.
To see all there is to see.
To Love all those that are there to Love...

And once again I seek my balance.
To do and to not do...
To run the hill but stop to see the view.
To create with Joy but take a moment to see it.
To Love, and love again...

And when the end does come,
to smile as I stop.
Knowing I have moved with Joy...