I Can't Rewind...

Skipping forward and falling back.
Said it before
yet
There it is again...

Haunted by the fact I can't rewind.
Like a photo you didn't want taken
or
mistakenly stepping in the concrete.
There it is...

20/20 is the hindsight.
Wishing it was not.
Seeing at the last I was scared or lazy to be at my all.

There was more I didn't take.
Full plate left only half eaten.
Left with 2nd guessing at my motives.
Left with only 1/2 a plate...

and left with Now...

Learning from my yesterdays or excepting more the same.
Pulling courage out or sliding into scared comfort.
Stepping up and being more!
or
holding fast to that which fails...

So, in hope I step into today a new.
Scared as hell and afraid of what it brings.
But knowing that sameness will bring the past.
And I dread more of the same...