It is the lack there of that I find so frustrating...
I am more then this!
(Or maybe I'm not.)
You see, my heart is full for everyone but myself.
Twilight has ended and brought the dawn but,
left me still standing with the stars...
This seed that has grown in other has failed to sprout in me.
I have watered and cared, so have countless others.
Yet, nothing grows...
This flaw prevents so many things.
And holds me back from love and life.
The sun has risen and yet all I see is night...
Knowing I am worth more but selling myself for nothing,
leaves me open to the madness and chaos of yesterday.
For me there is no tomorrow...
But none of this is real.
Its a Lie, no matter how many times I tell it.
Yet knowing and feeling are two different things...
So I awake to a dawn I know is there but can not see.
I rise to spend myself for more then I feel I am worth.
And in Faith of those who know me best,
I will work for a tomorrow I can not find...
Sounds like your seed was buried in too much fertilizer, and it has to push through a bunch of crap to find the light. Where the is much crap, there is much nutrition, at least that's what the mushrooms say. Sometimes you have to let go of most of that "nutrition" and just start living. The only way to fly is to have more thrust, more lift and less drag. You can't do anything about gravity, except lighten the load. When all else fails, enjoy the darkness and the ground, like a kiwi mushroom.
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