Is Missing

I stare at the wood floor...
Like it will give me a answer?
What was it I was looking for in the first place?
Maybe it was sex...
Or love?
Something is missing,
and it's not my phone...
(I keep losing it, damn it!!)
What???
I marvel at the passion others share.
Wondering what I did wrong?
Yet...
No and Yes are there.
So I step forward into...
What?
So I sleep and push it off till
tomorrow.
The floor still won't give me
an answer.