alone

So this is not real...
Or is it?
Having been a grown up and
purging those who use me....
I find myself alone.
Alone
Alone
Alone...
Left with the emptiness or
pain,
which do I choose??
Standing all alone on the high
mountain is to see way to far...
But alone???
What do I do?
So I stand, all alone.
Wishing I had chosen better....