Yet I Fall....

Dazzled by the facts that surround me.
Unable to move.
I stumble into now the same as everyday.

They want more and more...

The truth of my relationship is ambiguous.
So much unwanted turmoil.
The pain and hurt comes to the surface once again.
Totally unwanted this emotion...

Wanting to be there.
Trying to be supportive but wanting to run.
First thought is of what was not.
Followed by anger and sorrow and lose...
Left with trying...

What is there now?
Can I but rise to the occasion?
Pushing over the pain and being there.
I have only this...

There is my own demons and they call.
It shares your voice.
But it is my own.
And so I heed the call...

So I still stumble.
And yet I fall.
But up again and moving forward...

Is all I have.