Into The Past

So there I was...
Getting older as it was.
Forced to look back into the past.

It's been quite the ride!

The judgement will have to wait.
He who knows more then I,
will decided.
But I hang on the compassion of
the Mother of all to balance
my stupiditys...

Blessed I was...
By a family that cared.
Grandparents who tried to keep me
out of harms way!
Cousins who shared their trust.
In many ways I failed them...
In many ways I have tried to make
amends...

But though all they were there!
And as I age yet again I see the blessing
of family and generations that span
time and place...

Beside the pain there was Joy!
Around my insanity there was Love!
And side stepping chaos there was
family...

And between you and
the Divine,
I made it through...