Let Me Go...

Let me go...
The anguish burns and pulses 
with every silence.
Letting go of you seems impossible! 
(The gods know I've tried.)
But...
I bleed longing.
Craving you, hurts in ways unknown. 
Waiting as I do,
on your anger and pain...
I feel like an addict of sorts.
"Holding on for your call..."
As the song says!
So let me go...
Please!!!
Crushed and broken you have made me.
So let me go...
Drifting from sorrow to desire,
you leave me all alone. 
Broken souled and empty hearted,
I run to tears.
So let me go...
Trapped in the maze that is you!
I scream and want more.
The danger you hold brings me joy.
Your denial paints my vision.
So let me go...
So I run to you once again.
Begging your pain and rejection. 
Knowing this is killing me.
So I ask again.
Let Me Go....